The man who prayed for God to stamp
eternity on his eyeballs certainly lived with a resolve to dedicate
his every moment to serve God. In 1722, while pastoring in New York,
Jonathan Edwards began to write 70 resolutions he would reread every
week. He added to them over the years, and although the language is a
little tough, the dedication to live for God's glory is obvious.
It is unwise to aspire to be like other
man. Our model is Christ, not Jonathan Edwards. But there is much to
learn from this man's commitment, and certainly from his resolutions.
Here I have copied the first 30 (both for brevity and repetition’s
sake) of his resolutions. His dedication is far more than my own. I am challenged and humbled, and pray you will feel the same.
1. Resolved, that I will do whatsoever I think to be most to God’s glory...in the whole
of my [life], without any consideration of the time...Resolved to do whatever I think
to be my duty and most for the good and advantage of mankind in general.
Resolved to do this, whatever difficulties I meet with...
2. Resolved, to be continually endeavoring to find out some new invention and
[method] to promote the aforementioned things.
3. Resolved, if ever I shall fall and grow dull, so as to neglect to keep any part of
these resolutions, to repent of all I can remember, when I come to myself again.
4. Resolved, never to do any manner of thing, whether in soul or body, less or
more, but what tends to the glory of God; nor be, nor suffer it, if I can avoid it.
5. Resolved, never to lose one moment of time; but improve it the most profitable
way I possibly can.
6. Resolved, to live with all my might, while I do live.
7. Resolved, never to do anything, which I should be afraid to do, if it were the last
hour of my life.
8. Resolved, to act, in all respects, both speaking and doing, as if nobody had been
so vile as I, and as if I had committed the same sins, or had the same infirmities or
failings as others; and that I will let the knowledge of their failings promote
nothing but shame in myself, and prove only an occasion of my confessing my own
sins and misery to God.
9. Resolved, to think much on all occasions of my own dying, and of the common
circumstances which attend death.
10. Resolved, when I feel pain, to think of the pains of martyrdom, and of hell.
11. Resolved, when I think of any theorem in divinity to be solved, immediately to
do what I can towards solving it, if circumstances don’t hinder.
12. Resolved, if I take delight in it as a gratification of pride, or vanity, or on any
such account, immediately to throw it by.
13. Resolved, to be endeavoring to find out fit objects of charity and [generosity].
14. Resolved, never to do anything out of revenge.
15. Resolved, never to suffer the least motions of anger to irrational beings.
16. Resolved, never to speak evil of anyone, so that it shall tend to his dishonor,
more or less, upon no account except for some real good.
17. Resolved, that I will live so as I shall wish I had done when I come to die.
18. Resolved, to live so at all times, as I think is best in my devout frames, and
when I have clearest notions of things of the gospel, and another world.
19. Resolved, never to do anything, which I should be afraid to do, if I expected it
would not be above an hour, before I should hear the last trump.
20. Resolved, to maintain the strictest temperance in eating and drinking
.
21. Resolved, never to do anything, which if I should see in another, I should count
a just occasion to despise him for, or to think any way the more meanly of him.
22. Resolved, to endeavor to obtain for myself as much happiness in the other
world, as I possibly can, with all the power, might, vigor, and vehemence, yea
violence, I am capable of, or can bring myself to exert, in any way that can be
thought of.
23. Resolved, frequently to take some deliberate action, which seems most unlikely
to be done, for the glory of God, and trace it back to the original intention, designs
and ends of it; and if I find it not to be for God’s glory, to repute it as a breach of
the 4th resolution.
24. Resolved, whenever I do any conspicuously evil action, to trace it back, till I
come to the original cause; and then both carefully endeavor to do so no more, and
to fight and pray with all my might against the original of it.
25. Resolved, to examine carefully, and constantly, what that one thing in me is,
which causes me in the least to doubt of the love of God; and to direct all my
forces against it.
26. Resolved, to cast away such things as I find do weaken my assurance.
27. Resolved, never willfully to omit anything, except the omission be for the glory
of God; and frequently to examine my omissions.
28. Resolved, to study the Scriptures so steadily, constantly and frequently, as that
I may find, and plainly perceive myself to grow in the knowledge of the same.
29. Resolved, never to count that a prayer, nor to let that pass as a prayer, nor that
as a petition of a prayer, which is so made, that I cannot hope that God will
answer it; nor that as a confession, which I cannot hope God will accept.
30. Resolved, to strive to my utmost every week to be brought higher in religion,
and to a higher exercise of grace, than I was the week before.
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